Friday, February 22, 2008

A toast for another week down

I had a blast last night at cooking group. Everyone who participated made something soo yummy. I am totally craving it all again too!

So lately I have been on a horrible sleeping pattern. When I am sick I have a horrible time sleeping, for some reason it bothers me to have to breathe through my mouth. When I had my nose surgery I didn't sleep for weeks after, it was miserable. Well last night was another long night. I talked to one of my good friends past midnight, and then went to bed. I had one of the longest nightmares I have ever had, and it seemed soo real to me it was scary. I had a dream that Chris had died. I just remember in my dream being soo devastated and upset, and just had no clue what I was going to do with my life. I decided I was going to go back to school and then onto law school, so I could do something that he would have done everyday. I spent the entire morning crying, relief tears! Like the title of this post. T-G-I-F.

I figured out why I had the dream. Yesterday I was filling out life insurance information, and I signed Chris over to take all my money if I were to die. Then I had to chose someone else to have the money in case Chris died. Pretty weird stuff!

I am very excited to go to Erika's tonight! It will be a blast!!


Aubreydoll said...

How freaky! I hate scary dreams like that that always seem so real! It sometimes takes me a couple days to recover from them.

Alyson said...

I too hate scary dreams, or really just any dream that seems so real that you don't know if it really happened or not when you finally wake up.

McGinnis Family said...

You can go ahead and sign me up to receive your stuff if Chris isn't around. Ha ha!

Janee said...

I hate scary dreams! I'm so sorry!